life is uncertainty

''You cannot be certain about uncertainty.''

Yup thats true!!!

can never argue on that matter..

BUT

in order to lead a

happy, glorious and non-complex formed of life.. 

u should be CERTAIN in what u do...

or else something bad or even worst will happen.

and that is what actually happens to me....

regarding my exams

my miserable life as a medical student 

and...

and...

and... 

not forgetting

my bad management of finance... 

(really need help on the last one)

i'm thinking the solution but 

seem that it will never ever come...sigh!! 

especially 

my exam and study...

1. always do teropong2 thing 

(alamak kantoi)

2. always last minute study

3. never believe in self/others

(thats why lots of medical student QUIT!!!)

and regarding my financial status....

always like a GORENG PISANG...

always sold out!!

HAHAHAHHHA

but its still under control....

rite now i'm doin' what they called

self-tortured

(in a good way lah)

(just picture not the reality of what am I doing)

thats is what on my mind rite now...

can someone help me???

other than:

1. tell me to pray to ALLAH and seek HIS Forgiveness 

2. mintak maap ngan kawan2

3. meet psychiatrist

n BLABLABLA.....

really need your help kawan2!!!